Tue 25 Feb 2014 11:26:00 EST

Regarding the writing, I am ahead up until the first of next month. Been manifesting a schedule sort of behind the scenes. I write up three to four days ahead, then on the second day of the first batch cycling through, I write up another three to four ahead.

This helps in keeping the writing from becoming a mechanical chore. I often find that once I get into doing things, the sense of going through the motions sets in. Anything I can do to avoid this is helpful.

The wife’s grandfather seems to have pulled through to a better state. We joked that he was full of poop, as he recently enjoyed some healthy bowel movements. And yes, sometimes being “loaded up” can make a person feel a lot worse than they need.

He is going to go to a rehab center over in the next town. It is a half and half center, he’ll have a room there to convalesce and physical therapy on site. All the family is hopeful he will “buck up” and be okay.

Of course, we all also realize the large elephant in the room is seeming to not go away. Her grandfather has enjoyed a long and full life. Entropy can be such a sadist at times. But that is life in its own natural course, love or hate it.

Well, reflected enough here for a bit. More reflection going on, in a deeper level. Difficult at times in expressing stuff in words. Sure, we INTP types are architects and communicators. Even the best of us can admit at that at times, words merely get in the way.

Hope everything is going well for those reading. I genuinely do, regardless. That is what is to be human, to be true to oneself. And so, I go to live.